relevant. oh so relevant. i hate it when it feels like i’m annoying someone. and when i get that embarrassing feeling, i start to pull away from that person. i distance myself. i see if they notice that i’m not talking to them how i usually do. i hope that they catch it and realize how much effort i put into friendships. i invest myself. and that’s just how i am, and i’ve accepted that. some people notice and take action. and then there are people that don’t notice and our friendship falls apart quite easily.